Lots of Change

It's been a while since I've posted. So much has changed, as it always seems to do. Leila is no longer in daycare. I am a full time stay at home mom and also work part time from home and go to school part time. Life can be so crazy! I had to take a step back from nursing because of the fact that I can't take f/t on campus classes right now, and that's all I have left for nursing. It's working out for the better, I love being a SAHM, and Leila loves it too. I'm always worried that I'm not teaching her enough or exposing her to enough, but I've joined some online mommy groups that have meetups with our kiddos, so I think I do an ok job socializing her.

We have been doing circle time, music time, and "arks and craps" just like she did at school, along with learning a new letter every week and going on scavenger hunts to learn new words outside in nature. Her naps are pretty crappy so far compared to school, but were improving every day.

Other than that, a ton has changed. I'll update in my next blog since some of it is still a surprise! :D

This man of mine...

Never ceases to blow my mind. I feel like I give so little of me to him between school, kids, work, working out, cleaning, etc, and yet he always surprises me, spoils me, reminds me of just what I mean to him...

To my beautiful woman... Words alone cannot express how I feel for you and about you. I know sometimes we have reservations that, though unwarranted, carried over from our previous relationships. You need to know. I have let go of my fears.

I trust you...
I trust when you say you love me.
I trust when you say you'll never leave.
I trust you'll be next to me in bed.
I trust that you'll always stand by me.
I trust that the love we have will always last.

I trust, that when I put a ring on your finger the first time, you'll say yes.

I trust, that when I put a ring on your finger the second time, you'll say I do.
I trust, that when I look into your beautiful eyes on our 50th anniversary, you'll say you love me more than you ever have.

I will do everything and anything to make all of that reality. I am nothing more in this world than your lover, your friend, your man, and our precious little girls' daddy.

I'm all yours....

Aaron.

There isn't a shred of doubt in my mind that we will be together until we're old and gray. I've never felt such certainty. He warms my heart and I love him SO much!